Thursday, October 4, 2012

Lies I Tell Myself 10/4/12

Time
For me
To put on
My big girl
Underpants
And grow the
Fuck up

Time
For me
To realize
That this world
Owes me nothing

Time
For me
To stop the
Craziness inside
The shell
Of me

Time
For me
To become
Something more
Than this
Empty whore

Time
For me
To forget
What this
Hatred tastes like

Time
For me
To remember
What peace
Feels like
Without
The insanity
Of heroin

Time
For me
To be better
Than what
I know myself
To be

Time
For me
To stop lying
To everyone around me
About my ability to heal

Because I now know
I can't

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