Rain 10/19/12

If I go stand out in the rain
That's beating on my windows
Will it begin
To wash me clean
Clean enough for you

If I go stand out in the rain
Raging against these walls
Will it wash away
The memories
I don't want to
Live with anymore

I'm so afraid
I'll never be
What you need or
That I'll end up
Less than what
You believe

Nights like these
Really tear me down
Nights like these
Make the pain compoud
And I'm tired of waiting
In the wings
For this new life
To end again

If I stand out in the rain
Will it wash away the pain
If I bathe myself in darkness
Will I feel this much at home
If I allow myself sanctuary
Will I falll apart again

If I pull out all the hurt,
Anger, and rage
Will I pull you into
My agony
If I stand out in the rain
Will it make me whole again
Will it right the wrongs
Inside of me

If I stand out in the rain
Will it freeze my heart again
If I stand out in the rain
Will it stop the decimation
Going on inside of me

If I go lie down in the rain
Naked and hurting
From this bullett hole
Will it finally wash me clean
Will I ever be clean

Because of the rain
Because of the rain