Into perspective
Has given me a gift
That I didn't see coming
When you showed me
Just how hard your
Heart has become
You inadvertently
Freed me
I no longer have to
Feel this unease inside me
Thinking that I should have
Done this
Said that
Tried harder
To keep things
Together
Not for us,
But to honor her
By being friendly
With you
So that we could
Have that venue of
Open communication
But as of today
I'm free of this worry inside
That I'm somehow doing her
Wrong by not attempting
Civility
She took that worry
Out of my heart and mind
By sending me another
Of her messages from heaven
One that was unmistakably from
Her after all that has transpired
In the past few days
After a few truths
Were drawn into the light
I thank her
For showing me that
She doesn't blame me
For this parting of the ways
That has come to pass.
I thank god she knows
That I did all I could to
Keep things decent
So we could celebrate
Her life together
With her there
On her birthday
But her family will
Be present if no one is there
But me.
I have peace knowing
She saw it all
And sees that
I love her enough
To put myself
Out on a limb
To be the hated one
By others
But a fierce and loving
Mother
To her
Always
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