Sunday, August 12, 2018

Reaching 8/12/18

Exhaustion
I feel like my world
Is imploding around me
And I have nothing
Left to fight for

I've successfully
Destroyed
Every relationship
I mistakenly
Allowed myself to
Enter into
And I find myself
Alone again

The darkness
Closes in on me
From every side
And I find myself
Searching the
Maze for someone
Something to hold onto

And I find I'm clutching
At nothing
Reaching
For someone
Who seems just
One step away
With every step
I take in his direction

Whiplash
As he loves me
Then he hates me
And he doesn't see
How much
The insults
He carelessly
Tosses around
Leaves scars
On what little is left
Of my heart

The heart I tore off
My sleeve
And handed him