Thursday, June 21, 2012

Fucking Up... 06/20/2012


It's pretty sad to see
How fucked up I've become
To see how much I've let others
Suffer in my stead
Without understanding
Without realizing that I wasn't
Just hurting myself,
But everyone around me
As well

The problem is that I kept my mouth
Shut too long
Dealt with my issues in my own way
In secret
So that I didn't have to lose
Everyone that mattered to me.

But I lost them anyway

I'm just getting started you see
Just starting to understand
How it's really supposed to be

It's funny how life throws you
Certain curve balls
Certain situations that you
Have to make right or lose
It all

They'll see
They'll all see
That their disgust and abandonment
Came a little too late this time
Breanne Elizebeth McGowan
Is Dead…
Who the person inside her shell
Is someone in the making…

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