The Someday

How do you find and fix
What's broken inside of yourself?
What makes someone
Get this broken?
I know that I deserve
A lot of what has
Transpired over the years
A lot of it I didn't
But I cant believe
That I can't be made
Whole again somehow
I am trying to be better
To attempt to fill the
Holes in my life
The voids that can only
Be filled by certain
People....
Those I will have to wait on
For the someday
That may never come...
I know I have a reckoning
Awaiting me
One I yearn for
But fear in the same
Breath