Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Letters to Kairi 9/25/13

Kairi,

I wake up
Every morning
And my first thought
Is that I should go make you
A bottle before you wake up
And then I sit up
And see all the pictures
In our room and your
Empty cradle
And I feel
Just like
I lose you
Again
Daily
My arms ache so much
To feel the weight of you
The happy, smiling baby
Lying warm and alive
In my arms
Instead of inside the urn
In the living room
I feel so hollow
So empty right now
And I know I'm supposed to
Run out and keep occupied
And get a job or volunteer somewhere
To keep my mind busy
But all I want
Is to have you
Back where you belong
Warm and smiling
And in my arms

I miss you angel

Love forever,
Momma

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