Sunday, January 24, 2016

Forgiveness Denied 1/24/16

I stand two years
Clean and sober
And I ask myself

How long
Is long enough

How much more
Time has to pass
Before I'll be able
To be trusted enough
To hold you again?

I ask myself
If I'm doing the
Right thing
By stepping back
Until I have more
Clean time
Under my belt
If waiting until
They're older and
Able to make they're
Own choices is
The right way to handle
This situation...

And I ache
From this hollowness
Inside me
Without you
In my life

It makes it so much
Harder to hold
On to hope...

But I won't let go....
Not never

I will be right here
Waiting for you
Loving you always
And holding onto

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