Here goes the raving lunatic again
Unable tonight to get her face
Out of my mind...
Unable to deal with
This new battle
I have to face
But fuck you
This time
I'm going to
Thwart your plans....
I'm not going to let you
Tease me with the chance of love
That no longer wants me
I won't allow you to make me believe
I'm part of something
That I have a family
YOU'VE SHOWN ME
I'm not allowed to have
They say the Lord giveth
And the Lord taketh away....
Don't I fucking know it
1. The First Lie...
Was giving me someone to love
Who couldn't love me back
2. The Second Lie...
I was told repeatedly that I was
A part of his family...
Until I didn't play by the rules
... And where are they now?
3. The Third Lie...
The beautiful child
The angel you gave me
AND THEN FUCKING
RIPPED AWAY FROM ME
If there was a message you were trying to send...
Take it from me...
MESSAGE RECEIVED
But here's where I get off
The crazy fucking plan you have for me
Because now that you're trying
AGAIN
Now that the life I had
IS DEAD
To give me another chance...
I'm getting off the fucking
Carousel....
The ride is over
Asshole
Find someone else to play with
Because I don't want your
Fucking pity gift
I WANT MY DAUGHTER BACK
YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE
I WANT MY LITTLE GIRL BACK
WHERE I CAN WATCH HER SLEEP
AND WATCH HER TAKE HER FIRST STEPS
AND LAUGH AS SHE SPLASHES IN THE TUB
AND HOLD HER HAND AS SHE GOES TO SCHOOL
AND BE THERE TO WATCH HER BECOME THE BEAUTIFUL
WOMAN SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN
YOU TOOK HER
YOU RIPPED MY FUCKING
SOUL OUT OF ME
TOOK MY HOME,
MY HEART
AND MOST OF
MY LIFE...
and then you give me another...
I won't give you another chance
To kill me this way
So I guess I have to be the
Killer this time
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