Breath 2/5/13

How fast should I run
How far
Because tomorrow seems
So out of reach
And I spent
So many yesterdays
So fucked up
That I can't believe sometimes
That I should be here
That I should be okay
That I should feel so
Right....
But so wrong
In the same breath

I've never fit
Into the scheme
Of things
I've never felt
Like I belong
I've never before
Found myself
In this moment
So damn uncertain
So damn unclean
So damn unworthy
That I'm thinking
That I should run
Fast and far
Before things get
Too good to
Believe