On nights like these
I feel unfinished
Unclean
Unworthy
And I know it's because
I'm just a husk
A shell
Of what I'm supposed to be
And even though
I want with all my heart
To walk into that bedroom
And sleep beside you
I know that I'd only
Rub some of my dirt
Off onto you
And I refuse
To allow
You to carry
All the hurt I hold
To let you feel
All the bad I've done
All the sin I'm made of
All the ache
That tears me apart sometimes
From the inside out...
And I don't want to see
The revulsion on your
Beloved face
When you finally realize
Just how filthy
Just how unworthy
I really am
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