Pieces 12/06/12

I'm so tired
Of believing I've found it
And knowing I never will
That it's something
I'm not allowed
To know
To experience
To have given back
In return
At the same level
As my own
I'm so sick
Of giving my heart
And watching it grow
In your hands
And to watch the
Damage begin
When I find
That I'm loved
Too much
And not enough
Watching
As it falls from your hands
Because I'm too much
To handle
Too broken
To hold
Just waiting
To have it handed back
In pieces...