To face what I'm feeling
Right now
Not willing
To bring these things
Out into the light
To be chewed up
And spit out
By people with no
Idea the hurt
They'd cause
With their criticism...
You think you know me
But you'll never see
The hate and the lies
That lay buried
Under my skin
You'll never know
The hurt and the rage
I hide inside so hard
I bleed to let it out
Rage I'm nurturing like a
Mother with a newborn
Because it reminds me
Daily
Of the battle I've yet
To win or lose
Like I'm standing on the
Battlefield waiting for the
Shot that will end it
That will finally give me
Sanity
Finally allow me
Peace
And when you find me
I hope the gun
That fired the long awaited
Bullet
Isn't still smoking
In my own hand
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