Song Idea.... 6/30/13

There is no going back
To the first kiss
To the first moment
No time to reminisce

Because you've taken all my defenses
You've broken down my walls
You've thrown it all away
With the careless words you say

I refuse to beg
To be allowed back in
To be taken off my chain
To allow my heart
Full reign
I refuse to allow my heart
As fragile as she stands
To be crushed by you
Again

So here I stand
Unable to move forward
Refusing to look back
Standing still and stagnant
Just waiting to feel the pain

Too many times
I've run to you
I've begged to be let in
One time too many
So I stand out in the rain
And I scream

I refuse to beg
To be allowed back in
To be taken off my chain
To allow my heart
Full reign
I refuse to allow my heart
As fragile as she stands
To be crushed by you
Again

I stand out in the rain
Lost in tonight
In this moment of my reckoning
When I find myself unable to sing...
So I scream....

I refuse to allow my heart
As fragile as she stands
To be crushed by you
Again
To be crushed by you
Again