So I'm falling
Down the rabbit hole
Trying not to land
Face down
Staring down my past
With a new
Ferocity
A tiny ray
Of hope
That maybe someday
Somehow,
I'll find the me
I'm supposed to be
The girl you can
Be proud of
Just maybe
Just maybe
I'll become the someone
Who will show you all
What rage does
What hate creates
Inside the shell of a woman
You all looked over
And found wanting...
I'm no longer
Your scapegoat
The one you use
As an example of
What happens
When you lose
All hope
All faith
When you finally lose
Your mind
So I'm falling down this
Rabbit hole
Refusing to land
Face down
I'll finally fill the
Emptiness
That your scathing superiority
Left chewed out
Spread naked
On the ground
Bleeding,
Begging
Fearing the raw intent
Pouring out of you eyes
With every thrust
You violate my
Soul
You couldn't take enough
I remember standing
Holding my cloths together
Afraid to stand and run
Afraid to hope that
It was all a nightmare
With every step.
Every ounce of blood
Every hurt I felt
Every thought of revenge
I kept my silence....
But no more
No more
I'm a child
No more
I was innocent
But no more
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