Momma's Little Failure

All my life I've had this secret dream
That one day I'd be able to come to you
And say "look, see the success I've become."
And you'd look at me with tears in your eyes
And tell me that you're proud of me.
That I'm not a failure.
That I'm not such a disappointment
To you.

What you said to me still haunts the 
Hell out of me.
Throwing those words out there that 
You can't take back
And you walked away with my heart 
Stuck to the bottom of your shoe 

It will take time
But I'll get there...
I'll find a way to make my 
Life into something.
And when I do
Don't bother with the words
I know I'll never hear from you.
They won't mean a thing to me

Not anymore.