What's Wrong Here???

So here I sit.
One more night 
Spent alone.
I'm tired.
Tired of feeling like
There's something wrong
Inside me.
Something Broken.
Something living my life
For me.
I sit here alone
With the guilt I 
Carry inside me.
It feels like a living
Breathing thing.
It's like I'm followed
By a snarling, angry beast
That I can't train to 
Behave.
So who do I have to be now?
When everything else has gone
Away?
I just checked the time
And I realized...
It's about half-past
Give a shit.