Scars 9/26/12

Just like a road map
Telling the story of my mistakes
I try to let it go
But it never really escapes

You look at someone like me
And what you see brings disgust
Nothing but a filthy addict
Someone you know better than to trust

You believe my scars show you
Who I am, where I've been
Shooting up and breaking down
My monster waking up again

What you see are the outward scars
Not the ones I really hide
Those are buried
Deep inside

Just like a novel
I've written on my skin
Of my hurt,
Of my sins
Of my dissolusionment