Letter to My Rapist 30 1/25/13

I want nothing more

Than to forget

That you exist... 

Nothing more than 

To eradicate this

Feeling inside of me

This darkness

You used 

To destroy 

A child

In one moment

You created

Something

You never expected...

You created this 

Monster

That lives and breathes

Inside me

Buried deep beneath 

My soul

Staining everything black

So that I can't see 

Past the red haze 

Of my rage

Sometimes I go back there

To that place 

To where you left my childhood

To where you left my innocence

And I still see

The blood 

I still see

I still feel

I still remember

I always will

Because you can't 

Erase

What you did

And what it made me