Friday, January 4, 2013

Trying to Look Ahead 1/3/13

Taking this one moment at a time
One breath
One heartbeat
One flash of panic
One sigh of relief

Just one moment
Instead of one whole day
At this point
Because my mind needs
A vacation
From the "why me's"
And the "could have been's"

Just one direction in mind
Forward march
Because my insurance
Conveniently doesn't
Cover complete
Annihilation
By way of
Self inflicted
Sickness

Just one more moment to go
And then another
But these moments are helping
To shape me
Into someone who looks for
Tomorrow
Instead of someone
Who would rather stare
Out the rear window
And dwell on the
Mistakes already purchased
By her broken soul
While she was too
Desperate
To care

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