Friday, October 12, 2012

Letter to My Rapist 10 10/12/12

I hope I'm not
Just lying to myself
About being able
To shut you out
To shut you up
Because here I am
Yet another night
On the damn computer
Typing out my
Insecurity
While the man
I love
Lays sleeping
In the next room
I'm starting to think
I'll truly never
Be free of you
Never be free
Of this disgust
This inability
To just walk in there
And sleep beside him
Without you
Smack in the middle
Coming between him
And me
Making me
Question everything
Making me
Disillusioned
Once again

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