Thursday, October 4, 2012

Conversations With Myself 10/4/12

Just get it out of your head girl
Just forget that you love loving him
That you'd probably lay down and
Die for this man
This man who's opened you up
In so many ways
You'd never imagined
Possible

Just keep telling yourself
That he'll eventually let you down
That he'll eventually find out
Just what you really are
A flat out fake
A consummate liar
A flagrant fuck up
He'll pull out of you
So much more than you
Have to lose

How badly you'd like to be
In there right now
Able to lay beside him and
Sleep the way you wish you could
Peacefully
Without pulling away
So you don't taint him
With your filth

So you sit here with me
Drinking vodka and wishing
It was heroin
Wishing you could just forget
What it feels like to feel
Wishing you could let go
Of me...
Of you...

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